So I'm supposed to be sleeping right now so that I can get up and go to work in the morning, but instead I find myself still awake. Because my apartment is pretty tiny, the gravitational force of my 6-lb laptop seems much greater therefore, if I am home and awake, I am drawn to it. A buddy of mine suggested I try creating a blog to work out my compulsive eating issues, and tonight seemed like as good of a time as any to start. This is actually a lot harder than I expected! I guess the biggest thing in my life right now is just trying to correlate my emotions to my compulsive eating habits. After I get that figured out I will know my triggers and will be able to get back to the healthy me that I once was. I'm not sure if this makes a whole lot of sense - I'm pretty tired - I binged tonight after a really good evening, and I'm not even sure why. Thus the need to sort this stuff out. What do I want to accomplish here? Basically, use this as a place to admit my mistakes, celebrate my successes and keep track of my emotions. Well, I guess this is a start and I should probably get some sleep or I will make bad choices again tomorrow. Until next time...
